Get Married

Alhamdulillah, setelah banyak dugaan antara aku dengan abg, akhirnya kami disatukan...segala perasaan yang kusut sudahpun lega sedikit demi sedikit buat masa ini...tapi banyak lagi dugaan n ujian yang menanti kami berdua...

Berdebar?

dah lama gak tak tulis dalam blog ni kn, aku agak sibuk sekarang lagi2 aku dah jadi pelukis pelan (tkat ni pembantu ajer la), dah tak sampai sebulan lagi aku nak kahwn, rasa berdebar pun ada gak nak jadi isteri orang, n lagi hebat dugaan untuk aku...macam2 yang berlaku sekarang ni...adoi...macam2...penat sumer ada...badan letih giler sekarang ni...hehehehehehe...persiapan...hantaran dah buat tapi boleh plak barang tak cukup..sabar ajer la..ni yang tunang aku nak turun lagipun ada urusan kat Penjara Kajang...pening kepala aku sekarang ni...adoi2....huhuhuhuhu

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

tak lama lagi nak berpuasa..aku pulak puasa ke tak puasa ke macam tu jugak...keje ttp keje...cume time puasa balik awl sejam, selalu aku balik 9-6, ramadhan ni hasil perbincangan aku dengan my big boss...dibenarkan balik awal..tapi balik nak rehat dalam 30minit...tido ke..penat nak masuk keje kat tesco lagi...lagi penat nak mampus!!!just raya dua hari ni aku boleh nak cuti pun,tapi yang pasti kat tempat aku ni (ofis) dah bagi cuti dari 24hb september sampai 7hb oktober, yang kt tesco tak pasti lagi..dapat ke x..susah nak dapat time cuti raya ni...tapi aku nak kawin melampaula aku tak dapat cuti...jalan terakhir, aku berhenti jer keje kat sana...huhuhuhuuhuhuhu....

Dugaan

Orang kata kalau bertunang ni banyak cabaran, memulanya tak la percaya sangat, tapi bila diri sendiri dah menghadapinya, baru kita nak rasa...mcam2 perkara yang berlaku menguatkan hati dan diri, tapi aku ttp akan setia pada tunang aku...lagi nak dekat tarikhnya, lagi banyak cabaran meunggu aku dengan Abg Zam, tapi kalau ini sebagai persiapan, aku redha dengan semua ini, Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati kami berdua agar jodoh kami kuat hingga akhir hayat.."

bosan

aku sekarang ni ntah la tak tau nak wat apa kat tempat keje ni, tapi boleh kalau nak rehat sebab malamnya aku keje kat tesco, penat tu berdiri kat tempat cashier dengan ramai costumers nyer, pelbagai ragam orang yang aku jumpa masa aku keje, mana yang ok, okla n mana yang kerek, Ya Rabbi, nasib laa aku tgh keje, kalau tak mau aku cili2 ajer mulut saper2 yang nak tunjuk macam bagus, ko bukan datin2 pun nak berlagak, bukan menteri haper ker, ko orang biasa jer especially some of the chinese, kekedang like last night 12/08/2009. aku dah rasa fed up nak keje, tapi memikirkan nak membayar duit loan bagai, aku batalkan niat n bersabar ajer laaa....



dah la aku sampai rumah semua dah tido, aku seorang jer yang tak tido, nasib ada tunang, dia jer laa yang jadi teman borak aku time aku bosan sementara nak tido, kalau ada hamster aku dulu ok gak, ni dah takde...rasa rindu kat die...Hamtaro, miss you soo much..!!!!!!


Aku di tempat keje...sunyi ajer ofis aku ni....tempat aku besar

My work n life

Working in retails and management industries, sometimes so difficult to handle it for 1 time..Really get me feel soo tired, unwell, but I've to do it, for extra income..I don't care what people say, I'm working, at least not window shopping always for nothing..well it's tired because not enough sleeping everyday..but still can sleep..just depends to me if I want to wake up earlier or late.

About my relationship, I like it...make me more deeply loving him, everyday he's waiting for me back home from part time work @ 1am, he's care about me deeply more than before....tak tau nak cakap camane..tapi rasa bahagia sangat2 sekarang ni....macam baru rasa cinta yang sebenar...

The sad things is my lovely hamster died on 9/08/2009, feel so sad about that...maybe he's can't live alone...RIP.

Slowly get tired

Wow, I never expect that standing in front end @ cashier can be tired, I'd felt falling down, but looking them are still maintain, why can I be so weak for just little test?

Well..quite fun there, but deep in my heart say I don't like for the position. arrived at my home in about 1,2 am..sooo tired, and hamtaro..sorry coz can't bring you jalan2...thats why my hamster memberontak nak keluar...last 2 nights he playing in my hand on 3 am, and I'd throwing it away so,,*&&*(&*@... ingatt lipasss..)

I'd talked with my fiancee..he miss me so much (so do I), talking so soft and manja2..hehehe, he'll come here 2morrow (Insya Allah) to see me...(but see me working in Tesco)

I'll waiting for you....

......my love.....

Love

Love mean when someone attract with someone which are not same species being (well outside there havva lots), and can do all what your love one wants you to do...change your attitude, clothing and lots more, and make your family even so can't understand the situation..

They always said "Terima seadanya" but in my case, not all that words can be used..I've to change myself to be better..saper kata lepas kahwin tak payah jaga penampilan?even though pakar motivasi just say after marriage must maintain your beauty inside and outside as before..as a guarantee for your husband don't look at another women..My fiancee always say that to me, and make me keep remembering all these..I want to be hot mama..and hot wife..(4YI:for my husband only k..)

for another person, it seem like controlling, but for me, he'd all these because he love me, love me to be healthly (since a year 1 can't walk more than 10 minutes and get tired because of overweight)and I want to more healthly like before..(the another main is ada 1 baju yang dah lama nak pakai tapi tak muat...tu yg tekad tu..hehehehhe)

Just want to thanks to him because do such things and remind me about health..I Love You Mohd Mazlizam Mohd Lazim..so much!!!

Keje

Sekarang ni aku dah ada 2 keje, siang keje sebagai kerani, malam jadi cashier kat tesco, mmg penat tapi nak wat camane...dah takde cara lain nak dapatkan income yang banyak...biarla aku penat at least aku mencari rezeki...mungkin perit ckit tapi ni pun aku nak wat lagi keje part time yang freelance...ntah bile bleh wat ntah..menaip ke apa ke...

new place, new job

Today is my 1st day working at new place in kajang, n for the first time working with the chinese, don't know the way how they working everyday..I have to follow n pick up fast. so far, it's good..but have a little bit problem with my leave...and have to disscuss with my bos Mr Brian.

In office, only have 3 person, that is me, 1 draughtman, and my boss...(big boss).only a girl make me felt little bit bored...

my life

I've got a job, well can tell that not working on saturday n sunday...(holiday)peeerrgghh...can rest or see my fiancee if he's not on his shift work (he's off duty 2 week twice per month)..miss him!!

persiapan perkahwinan

sekarang ni sebuk ckit nak completekan segala apa yang perlu...tapi makin lama nak dekat harinye...rasa serabut ajer kepala...yer laa..takut ada yang tak terbeli ke...takat ni alhamdulillah tinggal nak menghias jer barangan hantaran tu..tapi tu laa...ada masalah yang telah berlaku...susah nak apply cuti...sampai nak kahwin 2 hari jer bagi cuti...